collateral (snow ball)

I'm sorry that I'm staring It's nothing that you did I know that I can seem sometimes a tad bit overbearing And I promise that it's something I can fix I'm sorry for the aftermath Where should I even begin I dragged you through the mud And yes I like you quite a lot But it's not fair to you or me for you to be my guinea pig I'm sorry I cant love you That I just can't commit Because to love you means what's done is done And I'm not good at moving on And I can't love you, long as I still love him I'm sorry I'm a piece of shit Don't tell me that I'm not I'll be honest when I say that what I did wasn't okay 'Cause I'm a lot of things but a liar isn't one I'll dance with you at Snow Ball We'll probably share a spliff You'll probably lean over the counsel trying hard to stifle bile But know we'll never kiss We'll snub it in the gravel And people watch 'till dawn And as the snow falls, I'll say "I'm sorry I'm an asshole" And you'll say "It's okay" and then we'll just move on We'll take the roads less travelled Singing along to '80s songs like little kids And I'll say "I'm sorry that I made you my collateral" And I won't even say his name but you'll know exactly who I meant I'm sorry I cant love you That I just can't commit Because to love you means what's done is done And I'm not good at moving on And I can't love you, long as I still love him Because to love you means what's done is done And I'm no good at moving on And I can't love you, long as I still love him No I can't love you, long as I still love him