selfish reasons

I see the morning crashing through my blinds I stand alone in the moment, but I'm alright Taking my time Fine you're not your mine I feel the season changing in the air I feel your hand in mine, but you're not there Life isn't fair Hurts you don't care But I know now Was it worth it finding out Were we meant to meet, not to be Seconds feel like days when you're not home But I'm only lonely when we're alone Breaking down, growing up, moving on, letting go, said goodbye Learning to be selfish with time We did the best we could, it's just not enough Sometimes you loose the ones you love Part of the game The season's changed Holding on to us just hurts my heart I'm a better person when we're apart Maybe one day We'll find our way But until then Let's not play pretend Don't act like we're just friends Seconds feel like days when you're not home But I'm only lonely when we're alone Breaking down, growing up, moving on, letting go, said goodbye Learning to be selfish with time I can't say that I'm not so afraid Damn it hurts watching you walk away I just need, need some time, time to breathe Time to learn how to love selfishly And now I know I was better off alone And I'm the only one I need Seconds feel like days when you're not home I'm no longer lonely when I'm alone Broken down, all grown up, we've moved on, won't let go, it's not goodbye Learning to be selfish with time