Surface Level

I'm reaching out in the open I'm drowning out at sea There's nothing around that's pulling me back out There's nothing around that's pulling me back My lungs burn So I'm making my peace with the bottom of the ocean Making my peace at the bottom of the sea I'm gonna build a house out of rocks and sand Never again will I touch dry land and Down here I can be myself Way down deep I can be someone else Trying to ignore the signs Trying to convince you I'm fine And each day's longer than the last And each night's harder than the last There's nothing around that's pulling me back out Nothing around that's pulling me back I am done So I'm making my peace with the bottom of the ocean Making my peace at the bottom of the sea I'm gonna build a house out of rocks and sand Never again will I touch dry land and Down here I can be myself Way down deep I can be someone else Trying to ignore the signs Trying to convince you I'm fine A hand reaching out in the open A heart searching the sea There's something around that's pulling me back out Something around that's pulling me back I'm coming home I can't handle being on the surface I can feel it rising to the surface Stay deep down, trying to drown out Trying to drown out, please stay buried down I can't handle being on the surface I can feel it rising to the surface Stay deep down, trying to drown out Trying to drown out, please stay buried down I can't handle being on the surface I can feel it rising to the surface Stay deep down, trying to drown out Trying to drown out, please stay buried down I can't handle being on the surface I can feel it rising to the surface Stay deep down, trying to drown out Trying to drown out, please stay buried down Rising out from the depths of the ocean Crawling out from the bottom of the sea Gonna say goodbye to my tiny home Because there is still hope