Delusional

There's scratches on my heart, it's not broken, but it's close Ain't no better glue than false hope to keep it whole Am I making up the signs? I get too excited for the next time I have an excuse to be Be back on your mind Like movie scenes, I can't let go I'm begging for the sequel Until then You got me talking to God again Until then I'll do my best to not let it sink in I'll be delusional I don't mind Choose to confuse the circumstances til I'm fine Cause it's easier to imagine you're so heartbroken over me That it'll work out in our favor eventually I'll be delusional I don't mind It's weighing on my chest, every word that I've spoken Playing on repeat in my head so much that my brain's overflowing Is there something I can do to find out what you're thinking? What I mean to you? It's hard to have shame when there's not much else to lose Living in a future fantasy, I prefer it that way Cause until then, gotta make it through the day Until then, I'll be driving myself insane Mhm, I'm spiraling I'll be delusional I don't mind Choose to confuse the circumstances til I'm fine Cause it's easier to imagine you're so heartbroken over me That it'll work out in our favor eventually I'll be delusional I don't mind