look at me plz

Hey I know you always wondered why I liked sad songs It's because they were always something to fall back on When I was with you I let the sad songs go away I let the happy and love songs play But the sad songs stayed in the back of my mind My brain thought maybe the need for them would die But as my life always seems to go I was tripped up just like years ago Now I'm here Almost every time something magically good has come I have doubts that it's real and where the hell it came from After this I'm starting to think I'm through Believing anything that's good is true I'm done And it's not my fault that I think this way After all you promised me that you'd stay I thought the world was good and I'd found a place But you played me so good I'm a basket case And you said "I need you" Was that all just a lie too? Now I say I need you And it's wrong and dumb and you won't follow through Hey I know you're avoiding me and all Even though i'm the one who took the fall Do you ever think about where you're at And who you have to thank for that It's me Used to give myself to you to prove the point That I don't just give my life my soul my voice To any guy who walks into my life So when things got rough you took a flight Away from me It's pretty sad that I make you feel so scared After all you told me that you still cared But you look at me like I'm the enemy So screw my knowledge of your identity I don't know you or him or whoever this is And it's not my fault that I think this way After all you promised me that you'd stay But now it makes you nervous to see my face And it hurts and reminds me you'll soon replace me And you said "I need you" Was that all just a lie too? Now I say I need you And it's wrong and dumb and you won't follow through So the next time you walk by me on the street Think about this song or choose look down at your feet And if you look at me it's then I'll know That these words were wrong and you'll show me You're you But if you walk by or don't see me standing there And you choose to act like I'm a patch of thin air Then it's hard for me to ever believe you cared And maybe we what we had was a lie and I was unaware I was unware