no way

How am I supposed to tell you When I stop responding It's because I collapse on the floor And cry my soul to pieces How am I supposed to tell you That i'm happy when I pick up the phone And realize it's not right to share Those things anymore How am I supposed to tell you What it's like at two am in bed To be curled up in a jagged ball And screaming at the world to end When you ended this thing we had You took the part of my soul I gave away With the shell of my body left to stay Without my best friend there is no way How am I supposed to tell you What it's like to open your eyes And have the end come back so quickly And eat your brain alive How am I supposed to tell you What it's like to obsess over your every move For every hour of every day And scream for it to stop How am I supposed to tell you What it's like to have trusted someone After swearing never to do it again And get it shattered just like before When you ended this thing we had You took the part of my soul I gave away With the shell of my body left to stay Without my best friend there is no way How am I supposed to tell you When I'm not supposed to tell you When I'm not allowed to tell you When can I ever tell you I'll never get to cry out in your arms and tell you When you ended this thing we had You took the part of my soul I gave away With the shell of my body left to stay Without my best friend there is no way Best friend, why didn't you stay?