scrambled eggs

I was standing in the kitchen cooking scrambled eggs And I froze when I remembered all the pictures in my head When that was something that we shared and now That world has come to pass I don't want to but I'll make my own scrambled eggs It has not been very easy waking up each day Silence from who mattered most, I think you still have things to say But you told me what you wanted And I'll just stay far away I don't want to but I'll find another way This will not change what has happened or the way that we will feel I'm sad and disappointed that I was used and have to heal And I can't do anything else but make my world appear Like it's full and going places while yours is standing still I don't want to but I'm sorry I'm being harsh I'll be here when my loved ones need me or when they are lost and alone at night Because I know just what it feels like to be left there and not alright My door is standing open so my love don't hesitate Or leave me alone I don't want to but I'll make my own