Let Me Go

Good morning says the equinox As thunder wakes me before my alarm clocks Burrow into bed Deeply as I'm able Make my coffee all alone Can't stop looking at my telephone I miss his handwriting In the crossword on the table There are ghosts in these rooms And it'll be my doom If I meet one face to face I'm haunted by the echo of his boots down my front stairwell The doorknob turns and my stomach churns But it's never him returning I hallucinate the sound Of tables, turning So let me go Let me go I've got to go I've got to go Just because I have to leave you Doesn't mean that I don't love you It seems like everything I had here One by one just disappeared You say that once upon a time I'd crack a smile That there's proof I used to laugh But those are memories in old photographs Things haven't seemed Very funny for a while You think I'd learn from my mistakes Wonder how many times it takes Before I shed this skin and fly So far from here Things will grow so small below me In each new town no one will know me And everyone from here Will think I just disappeared So let me go Let me go I've got to go I've got to go I've got to go I've got to go, but you say please don't go Just because I have to leave you Doesn't mean that I don't love you