All Over Again

A few years later I heard you went back down that battlefield I should've known what you said was a hoax I was the only one holding the shield A few years later you find me, tell me nothing back then was real So I've been holding my breath You've been living off my mind ever since 'Cus you paint yourself the victim in every situation So now I have guilt And you try to make friends with mine In hopes you could still cross my mind And you will So I try to bring you up All over again And again, and again, and again, and again So I'm not paranoid that it's all in my head In my head, in my head, in my head, in my head Maybe your curse would dive from my mouth, straight back into the Hell that it came from If I could just talk you out I'd do it again All over again (And again, and again, and again) A few years later I heard my name is living off of your lips I can move on, I can move out But my love, how could I ever forgive? 'Cus you're painting me the villain still So I guess I'll play pretend You try to bring me up All over again And again, and again, and again, and again So you're not horrified of what's inside your head In your head, in your head, in your head, in your head Maybe my curse would dive from your mouth, straight back into the Hell that it came from If you could just spit me out You'd do it again All over again (And again, and again, and again) Don't think I'd press rewind Some things are built to be broken, babe Don't think you would survive my words had they ever escaped back then Don't say you know me from the inside out (and again, and again, and again) You put me in a mirror to figure yourself out (and again, and again, and again) So I try to bring you up (I try, I try, I try to bring you up) (and again, and again, and again) To see if somehow, somewhere I fucked it up (I just, I just, I just keep messing things up) (and again, and again, and again) You kick me in backwards, made room for yourself You climbed in and crawled through Are you happy now? I always bring you up All over again All over again And again, and again, and again