Rewind

You've got problems that you brought on yourself Keep your heart locked away on the highest shelf You know you're not good enough and you know what that means You're masked, an imposter, breaking at the seams I had a lifeline, but that is long lost There are battles that I've won but it's been at a cost There's a target on my back but the archer's in me I'm at war with myself, a fight that nobody sees If I could rewind, go back to the days I had faith in myself, trusted what I'd say But I'm fucked up now and I live in the clouds And I hate the world, and I'm scared to come down Lose myself in fiction, dream of other worlds Turn those dreams into words and sing them in thirds Say, "you'll make it by yourself and you're fine on your own" But it's fake, you're a fraud, work yourself to the bone If I could rewind, go back to the days I had faith in myself, trusted what I'd say But I'm fucked up now and I live in the clouds And I hate the world, and I'm scared to come down You know you're haunted by the ghost of yourself Keep her voice locked away on the highest shelf Because you let down the girl you were desperate to save Fucked her up even more, now you're her living grave