Complicated

Can you hear my silent screams Like I'm stuck here in my dreams And I wish that I could leave But I'm no longer naïve I'm suffocating, complicating things Self-deprecate, intoxicating me Humiliating, detonating schemes I'm devastating, isolating me Everybody falls sometimes But I feel like I've been here a thousand times Prisoner to my own mind Now I don't know what to do, I've bought every lie They all said I'd be okay But everything's fading to gray I'm suffocating, complicating things Self-deprecate, intoxicating me Humiliating, detonating schemes I'm devastating, isolating me Everybody falls sometimes But I feel like I've been here a thousand times Prisoner to my own mind Now I don't know what to do, I've bought every lie It all used to be so easy When they could actually see me When did this life get so hard I am broken and twisted and scarred Everybody falls sometimes But I feel like I've been here a thousand times Prisoner to my own mind Now I don't know what to do, I've bought every lie Oh, Oh Can you hear my silent screams Like I'm stuck here in my dreams