Expectations

All the expectations weighing down on me, oh I can't breathe All the expectations weighing down on me, I'm drowning Waking up from nightmares just to find reality is heartbreaking You remember here and now but I remember everything All the things you used to say and all my nights of crying Your fear tactics have worn off but that doesn't mean that it's not hurting I'm sorry I’m sorry that I never could live up to your perfect expectations I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry that I never could live up to the image of what you always wanted I'm sorry, I'm sorry Running round in circles is our form of communication Screaming to a wall but then I always have to listen Why is it so hard to just consider I’m a human with feelings I'm sorry I’m sorry that I never could live up to your perfect expectations I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry that I could never live up to the image of what you always wanted I'm sorry, I'm sorry You always wanted me to apologize You always wanted me to realize that what I'm doing's wrong You always wanted me to apologize You always wanted me to realize that what I'm doing is wrong I'm sorry that I never could live up to your perfect expectations I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry that I never could live up to the image of what you always wanted I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry