Secret

Can’t tell you bout the first time i got high, or drunk Or how I sleep at my boyfriends every night Can’t tell you that on sundays I don’t go, to church Instead i’m with my friends that you don’t know When i tell you What’s going on You get mad Cause it’s not what you want And I don’t wanna lie to you So i’ve been keeping my whole life a secret I don’t like to tell you how i’m feeling Cuz when I do, you never wanna hear it, anyway It’s easier to keep it all a secret Than be somebody that you don’t agree with I can’t be myself around you knowing that you hate How i don’t do things your way Can’t help thinking bout how much you’re mis,sing out On everything that means a thing to me After all this time, i thought that we’d be clo,ser now But At this point i feel like we’ll never be Cause When i tell you What’s going on You get mad Cause it’s not what you want And I don’t wanna lie to you So i’ve been keeping my whole life a secret I don’t like to tell you how i’m feeling Cuz when I do, you never wanna hear it, anyway It’s easier to keep it all a secret Than be somebody that you don’t agree with I can’t be myself around you knowing that you hate How i don’t do things your way Wish I didn’t have to keep it all a secret And hideaway every one of my feelings Wish you were the one that I could call when Things are good or bad But I guess it’s not like that