Fishing the sky

Pain will look you in the face Keep playing those old games Scream how we use to play & Drink too much You'd call me mean things They'll haunt you in your grave Cos I'll be far away Feeling like A widow to my old life Like I lost my sense And my license to thrive And all I do is lye down like I'm ready to die Praying for change But the money's cut and dry This ain't my world Lord the horrors that we meet And I'm not your girl You've only caught one side of me This ain't my world And you won't catch up to me I'm fishin the sky with a lion on my leash