Rest in Agartha

I ain't really been feeling like myself, lately It's like the world hate me And I'm praying But I don't know if I believe in god Any deity So bear with me, this time If i make it to see 23 Damn I don't see it Really wanna believe it People always telling me how I won't be shit At home the love gon' missing And I'm trying to stay strong But in my heart the will to Keep on pumping is gone I know, that I got it If I can Keep my head up Right? But, I just can't seem to keep my head up at night I know, that I got it If I can Keep my head up Right? But, I just can't seem to keep my head up, head up at night That mu'fucka killed my homie for A pack, a pack of cigarettes And I just hope that my baby gets to rest to rest 'cause That mu'fucka killed my homie for A pack, a pack of cigarettes And I just hope that my baby gets to rest to rest Man I'm sorry I just needed to get it off my chest because Maybe I haven't figured it all out yet And I'm lost More than ever With more going on then I'm capable of handling And if that's a weak statement Then I'm weak I'm weak and I'm begging For attention (shit) I ain't really been feeling like myself, lately It's like the world hate me And I'm praying But evil will prevail more than good In the chase, see And everyone is chasing the same thing I'm chasing A freedom Escaping A freedom Erasing A wooden encasing Nightmares I was facing Caught up in the wrong God damn brain that god supposedly had gave me I'm angry What are the famous last words of a legend? If they say it by themselves While bleeding out of they head, then I guess it ain't any When you think about the end As a button Until then, pretend What are the famous last words of a legend? If they say it by themselves While bleeding out of they head, then I guess it ain't any When you think about the end As a button Until then, pretend I know, that I got it If I can Keep my head up Right? But I can't seem to keep my head up at night I know, that I got it If I can Keep my head up Right? But I can't seem to keep my head up, head up at night