Better

What have I What have I done? Misplacing things one by one Like all of my friends and all of our memories (They fade away) Time goes by and its erased Oh my mind likes to replace all of these years of my life With stress and exhaust (It clouds my brain) When will it stop? Im starting to think this will go on forever I'm getting tired of thinking it'll never get better (Better, better, better) My chest fills up with heavy breath Feel a rock blocking my neck Now I cant breathe and no one knows I'm all alone in my room When will it stop? I'm starting to think this will go on forever I'm getting tired of thinking it will never get better (Better, better) (Better, better) Better, better Better, better I lean on my friends cuz they want me to I don't really know what they could even do I start to feel bad for dumping this on them But cant stop it, word vomit I just want to hold it in Oh I lean on my friends cuz they want me to I don't really know what they could even do I start to feel bad for dumping this on them But cant stop, word vomit I just want to hold it in When will it stop? I'm starting to think it'll maybe get better If I just talk to the people that send me love letters