TRAITOR

Repeating patterns of golden days She's just another cycle that you will always break I know you see me I know you're there One look at me and you've see your fallen despairs Go ahead and pretend like you fucking care Reminiscing the thoughts and feelings that used to be there Because of you I cannot hold a gun Because of you I cannot swallow the sun I used to listen to every word you would say But now your voice and body burns my brain When I see you I just wanna throw up And when you see me you've just look like you had enough I do not miss you I do not want to kiss you I just want to be through with you and everything you do This will not be the last song that I write You could say you're sorry think you're always right But where were you that Friday night you didn't pick up the phone Did you run away out of spite? The rooms getting darker so turn off the light The whites of my eyes get redder each time I cry Because of you I cannot hold a gun Because of you I cannot swallow the sun I used to listen to every word you would say But now your voice and body burns my brain When I see you I just wanna throw up And when you see me you've just look like you had enough I do not miss you I do not want to kiss you I just want to be through with you and everything you do I ran into you at Trader Joe's I was shaking from my head to my toes I just wanted some pancake mix and some gluten free bread But you were at the register and my brain went dead We used to talk about killing the bourgeoisie And now you serve then while looking at your turned-in feet Because of you I cannot hold a gun Because of you I cannot swallow the sun I used to listen to every word you would say But now your voice and body burns my brain When I see you I just wanna throw up And when you see me you've just look like you had enough I do not miss you I do not want to kiss you I just want to be through with you and everything you do When I lost my mind You vanished like it was a crime Were you even mine? Did I waste your precious time? Dolores left Harry behind Say goodbye give one more sign Strangers lie and strangers die You can't even look me in the eye This is my last goodbye this is my last goodbye Because of you I cannot hold a gun Because of you I cannot swallow the sun I used to listen to every word you would say But now your voice and body burns my brain When I see you I just wanna throw up And when you see me you've just look like you had enough I do not miss you I do not want to kiss you I just want to be through with you and everything you do Would you end this war if I put down my sword Would you restore the shattered fragments of my stolen core Stabbed three times in the heart the traitor called it a work of art You sit on your throne racked up in bones You don't want me to be your enemy would you sell me a natural remedy To cure my scars that you inflicted on my heart? Because of you I cannot hold a gun Because of you I cannot swallow the sun I used to listen to every word you would say But now your voice and body burns my brain When I see you I just wanna throw up And when you see me you've just look like you had enough I do not miss you I do not want to kiss you I just want to be through with you I do not miss you I do not want to kiss you I just want to be through with you And everything you do