In the hills where i pretend

I'm sure that you don't know the pain that I go through Cause you see the highlights and not what you're supposed to You act like I owe you, this life ain't for you If you worked as hard, then I'm sure it'll bore you I turned my heart to ice, this pain won't get me twice In the hills where I pretend We're more than just friends Fighting and fucking in the benz We went from holding hands to holding pills Something that'll get me thrilled before I kill But you're holding a knife that stabbed me in the back But you're scared that I'll snap Cause when I see a pretty face, now I see a trap You take advantage and watch me collapse You happy but I haven't sense the 3.0.3 One girl I thought was all for me Behind her pretty face is what you don't see Thorns and ive plant inside of my knee I'm sure that you don't know the pain that I go through Cause you see the highlights and not what you're supposed to You act like I owe you, this life ain't for you If you worked as hard, then I'm sure it'll bore you