Note To Self

There's no better feeling than being sure There's no better feeling than being secure There's no better feeling than when your people got yo back The opps get to barking but you centered and don't react There's no better feeling to check account with out a sad face Live fast and dying young but you here because you had pace Lot of my niggas have fallen lot of my niggas I gardens Pushing daisies up didn't run when the reaper was calling I ain't got the time check the line I got God on the phone I just want to check just to see if Ormoni was home Living for my daughter check the stats the vibe I been on Beefing with her mom last week I just cried on the phone Getting on my nerves but it's coo I go hard my seed Blind lead the blind but I see so I gotta proceed Really ain't aiming to please I'm tryna get overseas Somewhere near the water and where palm is the race of the trees Feet all in sand under sun with a drink in my hand Crazy how I'm rapping over drums it be making me bands Something they can feel that's the aim while they making em dance This my life's work that's for real so I'm taking a chance Maybe I just need a little more from you Lately I've been feeling real scorned from you Maybe I just need a little love from you Embrace and kiss and hug from you Some of my wounds is self inflicted But it's all part of the story that gets depicted None of this shit is scripted Mad thoughts live free in my mind like f*ck a visit Never weight me down don't cry I fucking lift it Prolly need therapy do niggas do that Nah f*ck it grab a bottle all my niggas do that Same nigga different day but I'm in a new bag Sometimes I stare at my reflection like nigga who's that Self love at the top of my list Was on the road to fail but this plot got a twist Do it for the love but I'll prolly get rich Give it my seed f*ck a rock on my wrist Going through some shit that I know it's hella common But I keep in on mind my like a durag or a bonnet If I open up I'd probably give you word vomits I know you feel the same but at least I'm being honest Maybe I just need a little more from you Lately I've been feeling real scorned from you Maybe I just need a little love from you Embrace and kiss and hug from you