Save Me Interlude

I've been searching for something, but people say that it's nothing And I've been in so much pain, the Lord knows how I'm hurting If I could pray it away I would, and I'm trying, but my faith is slowly dying Now all I need is love, all I need is love After he used and abused me, I took the blame for it Tried being assaulted, then taking all the shame from it I used to be full of love and light not the same woman I always treaded lightly, but now I proceed with caution Living with PTSD, but pretending to be normal Took away my innocence, what else can you just take from me (You already took everything from me Even my reputation) What else can you just take from me Took away my innocence, what else can you just take from me I've been searching for something, but people say that it's nothing And I've been in so much pain, the Lord knows how I'm hurting If I could pray the way I would, and I'm trying, but my faith is slowly dying