I'm Sinking

Smile, remember how to smile But I feel so empty inside it's hard to breathe If only I can breathe My emotions far away and out of reach I feel the numbness taking over me I'll forget I'm drowning in my misery Don't call me for a week 'Cause right now all I want to do is sleep I'm laughing in my dreams It's a sad, self-fulfilling prophecy Can't find the energy to get out of bed today I can hear what they're all gonna say about me I'm sinking to the bottom of the sea Maybe I'll feel better if I try to Sing the words I cannot say, but Does it matter if they won't listen anyway And life is just a game So I guess I have no choice but to play I'm counting down the days til I disintegrate Soon enough it'll get the best of me