How Am I

I'm not supposed to be able to feel I'm not supposed to believe that you're real I am supposed to be up wide awake Wondering, doubting, questioning Thinking you're fake I should be bitter, conflicted, and stressed Not happy, smiling, glowing, decompressed But I am Feeling so good And I never thought I could Feel this way again How am I falling Falling in love again Falling in love again This wasn't the plan How am I falling Falling in love again Falling in love again I'm not supposed to Be checking to see if you called Cause I'm not supposed to care whether you Call me at all What took you so long I don't know what's wrong with me Cause I wouldn't give a damn about it normally Now it's starting to feel Like you're planning to stay But I'm not supposed to have The time, the room, the energy to say Come on over here I'm keeping you near Next to me Baby you've got The best of me How am I falling Falling in love again Falling in love again This wasn't the plan How am I falling Falling in love again Falling in love again I'm not supposed to be here right now Trying not to fall Not to feel you at all I closed my eyes, my ears Not to see or hear you But your amazingly wonderful presence Melted away all my walls and defenses And now it feels like I'm caving in And falling in love Falling in love Again How am I How am I How am I How am I falling Falling in love With you