Tired

I wonder how it feels when they like you back What if I don't have to hide, go in dark Maybe I don't have to try and be someone else Maybe I could open my mind belts Even though I haven't changed since last time I'm only getting worse I fell in love with a girl this time They say it's not right, of course I am not weak but I'm getting kinda tired I won't give up even if I've had enough I've tried so hard but why do I still feel like this I'm just getting tired I wonder how it feels when they actually listen Taking time, maybe they would know how I feel Being a fixer to everyone else But not taking my own advice Saying I'll be alright Even though I haven't changed since last time I'm only getting worse I fell in love with a girl this time They say it's not right, of course I am not weak but I'm getting kinda tired I won't give up even if I've had enough I've tried so hard but why do I still feel like this I'm just getting tired