star/ocean

You spoke softly Like wind on my face Said I was lovely With hands on my waist Poems are for fools And songs are for the weak If I was made for you You were never made for me The taller that you grow The smaller that you seem You reap what you sow I hope your happy Trace over scars Intent in your motion If I am a star Then you are the ocean A mere reflection A gaping hole A false projection Of half a soul You're so cold Cold Cold Cold For a year I Warmed your bed Held you so high Up in my head But you're a good liar And I was naive A moth to your fire And ash at 18 Burning so slow That I don't feel a thing I hope that you know I won't wear your ring Ate my heart And tasted devotion If I am a star Then you are the ocean Hungry void Who craves control Your average boy With half a soul I was told Told Told Told Hand in mine breaking my heart As you hold me I don't know why I ignored When they told me You were a plague I was art And you sold me I wish I could go north To the old me Tell her that you only stayed To enfold me Keep me trapped out of the light To behold me I was a bird in a cage You controlled me I was wrong and they were right don't console me Ate my heart (Trace over scars) And tasted devotion (Intent in your motion) If I am a star Then you are the ocean