Monster

Once a week we'll have a talk Smoke some weed and take a walk Sit outside and wonder why Fear so common in my mind I'm never sure what to do Love always makes me its fool Counting days like I got time Fear a problem in my mind I can't focus Don't know this Wonderin bout this life I've chosen Erase me Don't hate me Yea I regret a few things maybe Maybe maybe I can't save me My monster has a jelly face and puffy eyes from crying She has long nails like claws that scratch at my skin My monster has yellow teeth and an overbite Long Medusa hair I pull at night Frightening with her swears like she is dying And then my monster is me And then my monster is me And then my monster is me And then my monster is me She was and she always will be My monster doesn't show her face very often She festers in the darkness of anxiety My monster finds strength in my loneliness Grows strong in my insecurities And when she comes she consumes the whole of me And then my monster is me And then my monster is me And then my monster is me And then my monster is me She was and she always will be The shadow side of me