Movie Screen

In the plastic cup with the melted ice, I look in to see your missing and the fading day outside Got me lost again, yeah you're gone again You're somewhere that I cant find you In the light of the bar and the jukebox sounds I look up to see the halo light cascading down On your golden hair Oh the way you'd wear- That look on your face so easily Now your back is turned to me And I follow you to the street, Where the night has come, with a broken hum And the sound of the rain is so deafening But those little pink flowers blowing softly in the wind, I'm capturing this moment cuz I know it's gonna end And I'll pull it up- like a movie screen, I'm remembering you now If 6 was 9 written on the wall of the dining room, That you painted blue To pay me back for all the mistakes you made- And I'm still keeping score Though your face has faded from my memory I can't let it be It's the last thing I've got to hold on to And I know I lied to you and all these prophecies came true, I worked hard to find all of your hiding spots- And I know you think I didn't try but I swear to you that that's a lie I just couldn't stop- But really I wanted to Now I see it all play back in the rear view mirror and I'm screaming my apologies I know you'll never hear I just can't let it go- no you'll never know The ways that I am still tied to you