Deep End

I want to kiss you on your bad days Hold me now because love seems so far away None of it is easy oh it takes time Hoping that it saves me, don't let it take me out All we have in this life is the right now Something I was made for, can't even hold it down Try to run my fingers through the clouds I'd jump out the plane if it could catch me How? I don't wanna fall, just wanna fly I don't wanna hide, just feeling shy Everything that made me started breaking Wish I caught it back when I was shaking I'm so tired of being brave I'm so tired of being brave I'm so tired of being brave I'm in the deep end again Blue like a sunset, dark clouds in my head Might end up needing some air Blue like a heartache I ride a hard wave Until it breaks I'm so tired of being brave I'm so tired of being brave I cannot be in love when I'm in doubt It's hard to be in love when I'm allowed Wasn't right what they did to me Run away just to find my peace Doesn't make it easy on me Doesn't mean that I don't dream Just wanna know It's worth what it takes to hold I'm in the deep end again Blue like a sunset, dark clouds in my head Might end up needing some air Blue like a heartache I ride a hard wave Until it breaks I'm so tired of being brave I'm so tired of being brave