Doubt It

I been tryna fight another sleepless Night alone I'm crying in my dreams Put a smile on so you don't see this Never even see this side of me But I hope you know I'm thinking about you When my mind isn't full I think about you Remember all those times I wish that I could find you I wonder where you are And who you got around you I could've left my love Exactly where I found it Instead I picked it up And drew a circle around it And I ain't giving up I've had my doubts about it But I can't replace ya I could try but girl I doubt it Girl I could hardly say I was ready for you when you came in my life I didn't mean to fall so tell me how I ended up in love with you twice I had to stop Fighting against The feelings I had and let you in It took me a second to get past those walls and under your skin I'm obsessed with how Those eyes light up I miss your touch And I miss your love If you try to rush Then you miss too much Then you miss too much I guess I had to learn the hard way I didn't spend enough time involved To convince you at all I was down for the heartache I was down to get hurt Shorty I knew it first Way before we were talking and starting to flirt I wrote you that song You remember the words Didn't know how I burned I wanted you bad Only girl on earth That I could see was It stuck in my head like that song by Santana she told me her name was Maria I was addicted yeah I had to re-up So I hit you back even though I decided To leave all those feelings behind me And free up my mind Can you believe it it's funny now I I was too scared to lose someone that I didn't have yet So I tried to lie to myself and say I didn't mind When I knew I wanted you to be mine All my pride goes out the window when I'm with you And sometimes I'm afraid to say I miss you I wanna tell you how I feel I wanna shout it Could I replace you girl I doubt it I been tryna fight another sleepless Night alone I'm crying in my dreams Put a smile on so you don't see this Never even see this side of me But I hope you know I'm thinking about you When my mind isn't full I think about you Remember all those times I wish that I could find you I wonder where you are And who you got around you I could've left my love Exactly where I found it Instead I picked it up And drew a circle around it And I ain't giving up I've had my doubts about it But I can't replace ya I could try but girl I doubt it And I know I Was never in your plans to begin with I wasn't looking for somebody myself But girl I Fell for you the very first greeting And I can't picture life with anyone else By myself I'll be If I'm not with you love All my wealth Don't mean shit I still miss your touch I'd give it all for one more chance To make it work I know we're meant to be I think it caught us at the wrong time I been tryna fight another sleepless Night alone I'm crying in my dreams Put a smile on so you don't see this Never even see this side of me I been tryna fight another sleepless Night alone I'm crying in my dreams Put a smile on so you don't see this Never even see this side of me