Lay In My Tomb

I said let's fall in love And you agreed to it I happened to be looking up I think I seen Cupid Sometimes I wanna hit you up But then I feel stupid Because I said let's fall in love And you agreed to it We made a deal To try to heal Each other wounds I think I re opened a cut I didn't think it'd end this soon But is this really real? Have your feelings gone away? Shorty is that how you feel ? Well I'm still in the same place Girl drop that sword and shield I really miss seeing your face I hope that smile still Lights up the night I hope your eyes Are mezzmorizing still I put a smile on But shorty know I'm crying still Don't mean to pile on To your problems I'll be fine I will But I'll be better off If I know you're mine still Just tell me if you're mine still Do I have your heart Or did I lose it on that night That's how I feel And when the tears fall down my face I know it's okay I'll be okay I know it's okay I know I'll be okay without you But I really don't want to I want you in my life without you I might fall and make a ruin Ima just lay in my tomb I wanna look into your eyes Before I cry and it gets hard to see I wanna memorize The way it feels To hold you next to me Remember face time Late Night Watching me fall asleep While trying to stay awake So I could hear your voice still talk to me How did it change so drastically Talking every day for months To now you hardly answer me I miss getting your calls And looking stupid smiling When you'd tell me that you love me I felt butterflies I can't deny it And I know there's so much I can't understand But I'm trying And every time I go to sleep It's only cuz I'm tired of crying And in my dreams I get chances to get you back And I'm trying But when I wake up I miss those good mornings To make me smile while I'm driving But now I cover up my eyes with shades To hide the tears behind them And what's really the reason I wanna give you space But I really need me a reason You see these tears fall down my face Don't it hurt you to see them? Even when you had a bad day You'd always hit me back We didn't have to talk about it But I knew you missed me back And even when you didn't say I love you I know you meant that shit And I don't have my doubts now But I need you to say that shit And when the tears fall down my face I know it's okay I'll be okay I know it's okay I know I'll be okay without you But I really don't want to I want you in my life without you I might fall and make a ruin Ima just lay in my tomb I know I said this plenty of times but It was on some love at first sight shit And I still feel the exact same way It's only growing And I ain't going nowhere no time soon shorty So I'm still here But you already knew that Said I'll find someone to make me happy But you already do that You said through tough times Girl I think we going through that I said it'd be forever I guess ima have to prove that It's been way longer than it lasted I just hope your love it wasn't fake It wasn't plastic Cuz on my end I still think about you and imagine A life together My feelings ain't gone disappear like magic You'll have my heart until I'm sitting cold I'm my casket So I could never love no hoe Ain't even thought to Cuz I know they only say they love me Cuz I'm Katsu All these bad bitches it don't matter cuz they not you Surrounded by these millions Sun Flowers that I should of bought you Songs I should've sung to you The times I was around you But now you're so far and I wish that I could find you Even tho you're just a call a way And I could drive to you I know that you'd never come outside If I arrived And when the tears fall down my face I know it's okay I'll be okay I know it's okay I know I'll be okay without you But I really don't want to I want you in my life without you I might fall and make a ruin Ima just lay in my tomb