Spiders In My Room

Used to think I'd be a chaser And then I ran for my life Used to think I'd find the one And they would fix me overnight But its just like looking in the mirror And thats something I don't like I keep all the hoodies From the boys I broke the hearts of And the shirts I wear to bed Are for the bands that they're a part of And nobody knows Thats just how it goes I know that I love you But I wont I know there are spiders in my room I just cant see them Behind the radiator Or in the corners of my ceiling Who am I to say When I do not pay rent That they cant stay I could frame the lyrics from the songs Written about me Or I could say its self absorbed And make myself say sorry They just wanted to dance And happen to be describing you by chance I know that I love you But I cant Cant someone tell me how to feel alright Or will I just have to make a friend it time Used to think I'd be okay If I could focus on my art But recently all I talk about is how you stole my heart Its just like living in the moment Except for I am not I know that I love you But I wont Somewhere in a perfect world you would forgive me But you don't