Swimmers Ear

I've got swimmers ear but I haven't been swimming The pools are closed and theres no buses to the ocean The ghosts wont let me out They tied me to this house Whilst I was sleeping I've fallen back in touch With the boy I was in love with Before I turned eighteen And the clocks started turning backwards With hope I'll reconcile With the hope I kept inside But it's much easier to lose Than it is to find Oh do you think they understand This was never my plan But you can only go so long Before you're starting to fall short again I kinda hate the taste of coffee without sugar I kinda hate the way my teeth go yellow after My posture represents Somebody who's spent out every weekend Something tells me I should cut half of my hair off With a pair of kitchen scissors From inside of my mums craft box It might help me out From the dead end that I've found Hang around my shoulders Instead of weighing my down Oh do you think they understand This was never my plan But you can only go so long Before you're starting to fall short again I know that first impressions Are a bitch When you're a bitch With a sweet demeanour I know that first impressions Are a bitch but something Tells me that you want to meet her Cause she can love you til your lungs hurt Oh do you think they understand This was never my plan But you can only go so long Before you're starting to fall short again