Final Goodbye

Blew out the candles on my 18th birthday As my mom wipes a tear off her face (Off her face) My dad sings along I can hear his voice break He never thought I would make it to today (To today) And all my friends Telling me their so proud Look at you now (Look at you now) We're so fucking proud (Oh oh oh) But I picked up my phone And it made my heart sink How you been I'm just checkin' in Well baby I've been doing fine Without you in my life You crossed a line This is my final goodbye Cause you are out of time And baby I've been doing fine Worked so hard Came this far I thought I heeled all my scars I even bought my own damn car (Oh oh oh) But now you wanna talk You think it's right to stay We could try again I was in misery Now I'm leaving soon so don't follow me Cause baby I've been fine Without you in my life You crossed a line This is my final goodbye Cause you're out of time Cause lately I've been growing older Climbing over every boulder Watching my past fade away in my hands Everyone I love soon to be dead Watching my friends go away in caskets No one said life would be this tragic Crashed and I burned every lesson I learned I did by myself No thanks to your help Well baby I've been doing fine Without you in my life You crossed a line This is my final goodbye Cause you are out of time And baby I've been doing fine