Look At Me (I'm Not Here)

The skin I'm in is not my own This is your house but not my home splits and sheds as I walk away I guess there's nothing else to say I wake up screaming like a fury But no one ever wants to hear me Time and tide don't compromise What feels like screams are only sighs Expectations from conversations Once overheard behind your wall Can only lead to consternation Maybe I'm not here at all Entropy grabbin' hold of me Can't recall who I used to be You can stay rooted in the ground If you don't ever make a sound Life's torn and complicated Under a bad moon seems we're fated Trade in my soul for one that matters Beat on the mirror until it shatters Left me a second hand life Scenes from an old lover's night I try to run but march in place Wish I could still recall your face Expectations from conversations Once overheard behind your wall Can only lead to consternation Maybe I'm not here at all Expectations from conversations Once overheard behind your wall Can only lead to consternation Maybe I'm not here at all At all