Thought I Saw Fire (feat. Sojourn & Jimmy Powers)

Yo I think back and I try to recline But then I just can't when a beautiful mind Is one that will allow for the negative shit But will ensure even more that you never forget All the people you've affected, the lives you've touched Every drug you've ingested to build a crutch Though it may not be a lot, yo it's still too much Or your logic and morals, they wouldn't stand as such You wouldn't hand these cuts over to someone less deserving Pawning off the knowledge and the lessons you keep learning Turning into what it is you hate beneath the surface With a purpose of malevolence so death will make you nervous I bet it will concern us at the point of no return The frequency at which we lose our colors and we burn Life must be earned, and I've barely any left So I take hold of it until my very last breath Motivational factor, fraction of a moment in time Captured by the mind transmitted in rhyme Trying to make it understood, underwent the wonderment Of discovery and uncovering of the multifaceted masked me No villainy, just really me underneath it all No show off heroics in fact, far below it At the core bottom floor of the building The rooms are taped off but have closeted skeletons filled inside Remove the barrier sometimes to clear the dome Feel like a vagabond trying to get near to home I'm almost there... closer than I thought I was Remove each layer, it's tougher when you fought for love Every inch of the ground gained remains scorched by the flames As a reminder of my infirmity through the eyes of eternity I thought I saw fire, now I'll never be the same Altered permanently They needed you more than they needed me But I guess you need them more than their families Mr. Overdose you trying to see how a man will be With his folks comatose on channel 3 Nah, never that, you took Chad from us, remember that? Back when we lived in NAC did you look at Dad North Abington Center when I was still in Mass You got me really gassed I can't wait for the day the threat of you has passed Hanging from a thread of regret while reaching in my stash I'm assed out with a hollow heart Solid as a hard headed veteran, never fall apart I'll play the part when you vacate yours homie I'll quit barking when you take no more from me I see the fire when I think of you Coming for mine you should think it through