Carry It All (feat. Leezy) [Remix]

The heart of a sinner don't mean I'm not a Christian Carry the mother load praying father forgive me Selfsabotage demise of my wellbeing In a winner's circle but why am I feeling defeated Could it be the fact my shoulders ain't big enough Contrary to giving in yet I'm giving up Looking beyond my greatness I wasted True talent by feeling so faithless I hate this My last supper with the devil at the dinner table Rubbing his hands looking at me like I owe a favor I'll give him payback Pick up the plate and throw it at his face and say f*ck you ill never get those days back Had to carry the weight Had to carry the pressure Carry expectations so I gotta do better Had to carry the block Had to carry my dawgs Yet divided we stand but together we fall Had to carry myself Had to carry my flaws Had to carry the hate whenever love dissolved Had to carry emotions when ain't no feelings involved Had to carry it shit I had to carry it all 45 pound plates at the ocean bottom Strapped to my feet don't nobody hear me holler That's a familiar feeling In a world of discrimination and leaders acting like coming up is forbidden We looking out for survival in this rainforest You see the rage in my tears forever brainstorming Thinking of a solution to an impossible task So gotta grind harder no time to relax A better solution it's better for living You a sucker for losing but you damned if you did it Got me stuck in a position of hating that moment And so confused I don't know if I'm coming or going Damn It's a lot of weight man but You learn to not let it weigh you down Take a deep breath Let it breathe man We can carry it all Take a deep breath let it breathe man Trials and tribulations surviving the struggle I done carried so much had to learn how to juggle Lot of L's in my path I took them in stride Cause where I'm from cries for help getting denied Had to push through the pressure Life tragic and scary Got pain in my shoulder from caskets I carry Losing loved ones put me through some heavy grit That's why I easily rise above the petty shit Wish my mama could've helped my daughter for a second Wish my pops could've gave my son some life lessons I try to make up for the love that was taken from em life chains try to weigh me down I keep breaking from em Had to carry the weight Had to carry the pressure Carry expectations so I gotta do better Had to carry the block Had to carry my dawgs Yet divided we stand but together we fall Had to carry myself Had to carry my flaws Had to carry the hate whenever love dissolved Had to carry emotions when ain't no feelings involved Had to carry it shit I had to carry it all