Go Dumb

See, I'm always going dumb, thinking unrealistic See, I'm stuck in my conscious, and it's hitting my visions I'm reactive, retractive, and acting on some passion And I'm always having sadness shortly after satisfaction See, my old friends cut ties, I hit them with a sever I can never think logic when I'm always under pressure And I'm just 19, I hope I got a future I would measure my success, but I'm the only ruler They want real talk, in my rhymes will hear you go I'm afraid of what I have, more afraid to let go See, I'm stuck in my feels, insecure like, what's wrong Got the back of my head, telling me I'm being cheated on I'm always distant, close to home, surprise, I'm not an orphan And my positive died, like a fucking abortion Boy, I strongly refuse to be any sort of conformist Now I take it all, cause I'm frankly sick of these portions Used to know connects, now it's only my WiFi Every time I'm puffing green, I'm blowing out oh my's At this point, I'm seeing bullshit with rolled eyes So why these motherfuckers throwing shade at sunrise I think I'm on my dumb shit I need to settle down a bit I never know what's going on Everybody going dumb, let's just all sing along I think I'm on my dumb shit I need to settle down a bit Cause this is driving me insane One of two ways, social or lonely Pussy comes and goes, that shit ain't nothing like ya homies These other dudes inferior, they all butt below me Telling what they doing, but they never seem to show me Cause I've seen it all, from these rappers to producers Sound the same, look the same, y'all are just confusing Every other person wants to be a Metro Boomin But they never put the work in and you can't trust excuses But I'll be honest dog, life is caught up, I fucked up I've been gone for too long, been craving to do songs My mission, ambition to be a musician Has taken transition since I paid tuition And now that life's hit, it's nothing but disturbances Now there's choices like your studio or car insurance And a mediocre lifestyle is living in despair Shit, I'd rather be out of shape than be a fucking square My mouth is out of line, better yet it's cuttin' boy Keep on saying you the shit, but all you are is hemorrhoids But I ain't judging or asking for acceptance Cause I knew that I was serving rats since the first sentence I think I'm on my dumb shit I need to settle down a bit I never know what's going on Everybody going dumb, let's just all sing along I think I'm on my dumb shit I need to settle down a bit Cause this is driving me insane You wildin, you childish, you act like an idiot You buggin, dat boi, you can never be serious You've always got me worried and I never got a clue I'll just find another man Bitch, I hope the f*ck you do You ain't nothing but a wannabe, fake ass artist Flow slow too, you're just overall retarded Once I open up my relic and you're all up in my crevice Gonna feel like it's heaven, switch your V-card for a debit Distractions