On the Phone

I know it, don't even need to embrace it I can hear it in your voice, never speaking body language Cause we never been together, but we talkin like couple Tryna pick a day with you, is probably harder than this hustle. Its a breeze, to just type and send Its a grief, with defeat, when you only wanna text But you say that you feelin me, that's the real question When we contact in person you just star 67 Why do I got patience? How come you ain't blatant You don't wanna get hurt but this is feelin painstaking I could waste my fuckin time on these other stupid bitches But I know that they'll cross me, so I'm burning down the bridges You could be mine, yeah my true ride or die But Bonnie and Clyde didn't always just facetime And how would you know, I just a lot alright But what I don't is why were on different beds every night On The Phone Conversations till the AM, tired in the day And when it hits PM, I'm tired of your ways Know what your doing but I'm not resisting Man I struggle with a lot, especially commitment Cause before it turns legit, I just quickly call it quits You can fight against reality until it finally hits You can see through the lies, but be blinded by the truth And so everytime I'm fuckin up, I blame it on my youth So what do I decide, Realize, oh I'm surprised Lead to my demise, decline, and make you cry And then you would forget, fall in love, and then leave me God damn oh my, I wish it were that was easy But its not, cause this world ain't perfect You and me I ask myself if its really worth it 40 in my right take care on my left F*ck for you mother fucker guess its time to confess On the phone Last take, and the take before that I know third times the charm but can you take it all back Cause lets be honest Am I scary am I dumb am I worse Are you scared, when I'm there, can you not give a curve Can you ever just be honest, or just lay it down cold who the hell likes a dumb talk on a fuckin smart phone Okay look See I want in my life I can see you in the picture and your negatives are bright But I can't keep complaining tryna ask for your acceptance Girl a man can only chase, till you run out out of relevance And that's just me being real with you That's me tryna be with you Do you get it It's a different kind message shorty let me go and send it Cause I'm tired of a line as our only connection Or maybe I should hang up, but it was nice knowing ya Emojis off your name now its just Al