The Drive

Promotion while I'm working doing steady shifts Content heavy pumping music, and the common crits Girl I thought of you, a lotta you, why he still feeling fond of you We She bottled you, and harbored you, for doing what you gotta do But tides change, rearrange, all the same Thought I had the power, till mercury turned to Gatorade. Retrograde, retrospective, lost connection Looking through the eyes of others, not our own perceptions Cause who the hell be knowin like we know other I was at my happiest, this entire summer Cause you weren't around, didn't try with no one else Flushed you outta my system, like this the hand that was dealt But I can't help it, can't hide my darkest emotions See you spark me the slightest, and Ill be yelling explosions But in the heat of the moment, when it happened I just let it Now I'm always on the level, just to keep me level headed Why did You come back to me Why did You not keep the peace And why did You not leave me be Made me Want to Believe Darkest hour, Mid July, I was on the messages Hit me up, how you doin, back and fourth we reminiscing Now you really listening, you hit me with your vision They don't have my traits, there wasn't any new editions Now my ego super biggin, back to you I'm really digging Contradicting what I said, and everything I've written All until she hit me with, did you sleep with any bitch Girl I've only used my hand, I've been curving every clit How bout you Now realitys back Beat it up but curiosity's what really killed the cat Now I'm feeling insecure, lost for any words He got like I got it, didn't put in any work And I don't need no sympathy, I just wanna be We got these lines blurred, like I forgot to read And my homies give advice, say to keep the peace But I don't want these things solved I just wanna leave Why did You come back to me Why did You not keep the peace And why did You not leave me be Made me Want to Believe Realest shit, realest verse, I don't know if this will work Hit my line wanna talk, something wrong, something dark Mile away, I'm driving down to come and talk to you I thought our ship was over thought I fully bottled you But looking back on that I drive, was a big mistake I regret reconnecting, I regret the times we made Said to grow the f*ck up, going out became awkward Said you needed better treatment, But I ain't a damn doctor Baby girl think you need a man that really loves you I think you need a man, who would never judge you And I think you need man who'd be fully supporting Not make his career his entire priority But we got each other's sides, in each other's pockets Never sick of one another, even though we're pretty toxic But you'll always have a spot, in my heart, See you soon I'll leave the keys at the door, on Stewart Avenue