One Last Thing [Deluxe]

Iu0027ve been out here tryna find my balance Having constant runs ins with people that show you malice Fake hand shakes and hugs Iu0027m better without it More that I think about it the more I canu0027t stay around it Iu0027m out it Proud of the struggle Iu0027m part of the struggle Pardon my, honesty, honestly always been troubled Heart purer than clearest water, mind out of order But certain things just donu0027t matter when you getting older Know that Iu0027m far from finished Know that Iu0027m still in it Pressure I still feel it I know itu0027s not for everyone and some things are God-given Some of my brothers still in the field like they cotton-picking Just know if Iu0027m winning then that means that we all winning My life's mission What was my purpose? And when my time is up man was it really worth it Was my life just a lesson in place for higher learning Or was my life just a vessel to reach a higher version But when that day comes I go with my respect Live and cherish the moments I die without regrets And leave a legacy carried by family and friends And if there isnu0027t a heaven Iu0027ll do it all again I'll do it all again If there isn't a heaven I'll do it all again I'll do it all again I'll do it all again (all again, all again, all again, all again) I know some girls thatu0027s in need of attention Battling inner demons thatu0027s why they search for perfection Always overlooking the things that they naturally blessed with Just know thereu0027s nothing more beautiful than your imperfections Itu0027s always hard when you donu0027t love yourself So instead you try finding that love in someone else Closer to Maxwell cause this womanu0027s work Devalues in every minute you donu0027t know your worth Oh but you think that you found something Even if it slides you just wanna be 'round something You even caught a case when you went out of town for him And when the cops come and you was holding it down for him You proud of it, plus you love him and Thatu0027s your man And in the name of loyalty you would go take that stand Hand on the Bible you would do 5 years for that man Mistakes do gotta happen to help you to understand Donu0027t stress itu0027s in God's hands okay If youu0027re in need And listening just know that your story's a part of me You put on makeup covering scars what does it mean When you look at your reflection and donu0027t like what you see And as hard as it seems Iu0027m hoping you get that Even if you got stretch marks where your skin at Even if your teeth ainu0027t straight or ass ainu0027t fat Even if your weave straight, curly, or your hair nap acting like we ainu0027t been black (proud) White skin, light skin, brown skin, dark skin it donu0027t matter we all God's children Speaking of God I got so many questions Like, why do all religions gotta cause division? Is it real or man-made? Need a higher power for my cuts like a bandaid Way too deep so I hope that prayer works And why some of the worst people always in the church? New journey in a similar place Got choirs singing on the album for amazing grace This could be my last album if I donu0027t win the race Hope I see victory lap for my family's sake Wait, R.I.P. Nipsey I brought my people with me So if Iu0027m seeing better days they get to see it with me Iu0027m still searching for answers I guess I'll find them later Until next time wait for me and my ultimatum 2020