Keep Your Head Up

Yeah KBM (Uh hmm) Would you believe that evil is perceived as the deceiver But really we believe in what we see that's easily perceived as the deceiver (Sigh) You don't know how hard it is to get this shit off my mental I just wana get it all off it's so hard I need to get it all off my chest it's detrimental for my health I need to get it all off it's backed up like it's on a shelf This aint going too well with my heart I'm starting to get scared it just might stop This shits so painful for me, you can easily see this shits killing me (Arrrr) So much stress, so much stress, so much stress Got me in denial Stressed out my mind Going through a phase Going through a phase Forgetting my ways Pushing through the days In a low mental state Slipped and fall now they Caught me ina cage Got me enraged Defending my name Defending my pride Gimme my respect Before I before me uh neck I keep to myself But lately (Hmph) Feel like I'm possessed Feels like I been here uh 100times before And would you believe I still aint reaching my goals Feels like I'm pushing against a boulder not a stone I can feel it all inside like I wana cry But I can't cuz I'm dead inside I'm meant to be a man I'm meant to be stacking grands I'm meant to be at the top hanging like a clock So how can I flop I don't know what's next for me I don't know what's meant to be I don't know my destiny Rewriting burnt scriptures for the history I'm just trying to clear my head with all these melodies (Brphh) Stressed out my mind Going through a phase Going through a phase Forgetting my ways Pushing through the days In a low mental state Slipped and fall now they Caught me in a cage Got me enraged Defending my name Defending my pride Gimme my respect Before I before me uh neck I keep to myself But lately (Hmph) Feel like I'm possed I know I'm supposed to make my health priority number one But it's so hard when everyone knows I'm the reliable one I take on everyone's pressure on my back And they don't even see my legs shaking from that I'm trying to make sure everyone's straight But who's really trying to make sure I'm great I always be wondering if I'm ever going to reach them heights Even now I'm wondering coming from all these struggles in life I'm fighting, I'm fighting, I'm fighting With all my might I can feel the greatness so deep inside I just wana be the guy my younger self can look up to smile Cuz I know that lil nigga aint smiled in a while Stressed out my mind Going through a phase Going through a phase Forgetting my ways Pushing through the days In a low mental state Slipped and fall now they Caught me in a cage Got me enraged Defending my name Defending my pride Gimme my respect Before I before me uh neck I keep to myself But lately (hmph) Feel like I'm possessed Yeah you know the vibe It's Kavian aka KBM in the building Representing for Rewriting Burnt Scriptures all the time (All the time) Yeah, Poetic Raps/Poetic Melodies You know had to come through the scene on my own lil vibe Hmm Yeah I out