Painful Thoughts

You look me dead in my eye and told me You still got love for me But yet you still chill with the ones That sent threats out for me What am I meant to believe You did me dirty you can never get the same me I'll never set myself up to bleed intentionally I'd rather keep my distance and stick to my beliefs And for your people don't ever think shits sweet I'm just not into moving reckless I got mouths to feed Pain on the heart now Pain on the brain I'm going insane No blood in my veins I'm heading to the grave Gotta change my ways Slow my pace Keep my faith Pain on the heart (yeah yeah) Pain on the brain (huh huh) I'm going insane (yeah yeah) Heading to the (huh huh) Pain on the heart now Pain on the brain I'm going insane No blood in my veins I'm heading to the grave Gotta change my ways Slow my pace Keep my faith Pain on the heart (yeah yeah) Pain on the brain (huh huh) I'm going insane (yeah yeah) Heading to the (huh huh) Bout to hurt some feelings with this one But at this point, I don't give a f*ck Enough is enough How the hell you ain't here to see your prince do his thing Sometimes I want to drop a tear but no emotions from a king Shall be so I be who I be that's me That's K from the B.I.M Treated me like an outcast for years I kept quiet never even told my peers I remember looking up to you Even though you wasn't around Held you on the pedestal Any disrespect I was jumping in the crowd I fought time and time and time again All the wins lost and maybes I stood tall I was defending in the name of my kins Defending false prophecies I don't know about love lost but I know it ain't none to gain You always told me anything I heard about you was a lie I was confused on what you was trying to imply No one told me anything but you revealed over time I guess a guilty conscience left you with an anxious mind It was something that was easy to identify Your memory wasn't sharp Dementia starting to kick in Remixing the same stories over and over again But it's funny how every time you ended as the saint My childhood all I wanted to hear was good job kid, I'm proud of you I mean I made the paper was on the news What the f*ck did I needed to do Only thing you had to say was Why your name wasn't next to mine and my mum in the news (stupz) Pain on the heart now Pain on the brain I'm going insane No blood in my veins I'm heading to the grave Gotta change my ways Slow my pace Keep my faith Pain on the heart (yeah yeah) Pain on the brain (huh huh) I'm going insane (yeah yeah) Heading to the (huh huh) Pain on the heart now Pain on the brain I'm going insane No blood in my veins I'm heading to the grave Gotta change my ways Slow my pace Keep my faith Pain on the heart (yeah yeah) Pain on the brain (huh huh) I'm going insane (yeah yeah) Heading to the (huh huh) Yeah you already know the vibe It's Kavian aka KBM in the building Representing for Rewriting Burnt Scriptures Poetic Raps/Poetic Melodies Coming through with a whole new wave Clear the way Yeah, I out