Fall Again

(Oh ah ah) Mmmmm Fall again Sink or swim Lost all in time Detrimental thoughts All on my mind Walking thru the dark I hope that I find light When I open up my eyes Fall again Sink or swim Lost all in time Detrimental thoughts All on my mind Walking thru the dark I pray that I find peace When I finally close my eyes Followed my heart Went astray went afar Had the bravest of hearts But my game wasn't sharp They was fake they was fraud It was staged from the start Hittin stains Came a long way from what I was taught Things never stay the same They just fall apart Pain killers kill the pain Sitting in the dark Pain-stricken went thru changes And it was hard Everything but the Ace of spades When I play the cards That's how it was delt Notch under my belt Moving on my own time Better for myself Moving on my own time Better for my health Struggle everyday But I won't reach out for help I'm afraid that I'm gon be judged By someone else I'm afraid that the love I gave Sat on the shelf All the lies and the games they played F*ck up my health Tryna get back to my self but I Fall again Sink or swim Lost all in time Detrimental thoughts All on my mind Walking thru the dark I hope that I find light When I open up my eyes Fall again Sink or swim Lost all in time Detrimental thoughts All on my mind Walking thru the dark I pray that I find peace When I finally close my eyes (Oh ah ah)