TWO MINDS

Yo, seems like my chance has come around It's not often that you spot them cos you're blinded when you're down To be honest, I can take this time to say you're right You know I like to play and I think that that's alright You know I've thought about it for a while And if I'm gonna die then I'd like to go in style But you taught me that we shouldn't be dramatic And I can't drag you down but I get so scared of how erratic I can really be Balance is the key cos if we try to reach our dreams Then we can't forget this time we ain't asleep If we're zoning in too deep, we lose track of what it means To be the best at what we do while we're living all our dreams I struggle to find a minute to breathe nowadays I struggle to find some shit to believe when I pray Days go by where I'm meant to learn more Today I learnt that I'm worse than I seemed yesterday It seems I've grown accustomed to being numb, uh huh It's not a scar if you can't remember where it's from Days go by where I think I feel less But she pays a visit to my soul and then I'm feeling dumb I'm sorry to put this burden on you The last thing that I want's to close my curtain on you I try so hard to understand myself Know I don't wanna reflect no more hurting on you Sometimes I gotta go deep in my self Just to find another reason to stop feeling myself Spent months at a time fearing myself Just to get back up and busy, I'm rebuilding myself Right now I'm trying to avoid hurting my health Am I really living or deserting myself? The days roll on where I burden myself You'd think that by now I'd be kinda learning myself In my own way, waste my own time Winter is coming, I've seen the long night Days that drag on, no fight and no flight Birds they be humming to give me advice Guys, why I only hear you when I'm fried? Chirping back and forth saying this ain't my demise We're running out of time, we can't keep up this disguise I don't know what you are but you ain't close to benign So I think it's bout time we ended the long ride Wave bye to the old road, hi to the new tides We can make this work and I'm hopeful No silent battles cos we went and made it vocal You never live cos you're scared to die I don't care about death, I wanna feel alive You see how we're not the same? You see how we're not the same We go everywhere together But we somehow part ways when we pull up to a junction That's the way it be, we can try to make it function But we're gonna need a little construction You never live cos you're scared to die I don't care about death, I wanna feel alive You see how we're not the same? We're just two minds trapped in the same frame