Happy4you (feat. yungcray)

I surround myself with people that don't help Relapse once again yeah I'm stuck in hell I've been locked in my room yeah feels like a cell She would wish that I would just worsen myself It kills me to see you happy without me It's only in my dreams that we could ever be I'm happy that you're with him I know that it kills me bitch I'm fucked up oh once again You know that I hate this shit I'm glad in the fucking end Because you can't get a grip In this fucking benz You know I'll crash this bitch I don't want to live no more I've been fucked up lord How I let a whore take over my world So self absorbed So here's the door While I lay on the floor wishing you were my girl Girl you took my heart And you ripped it out It's my light your face It's strange the lights are out I don't like it here I see the gates of hell So they let me in This is my new home now And I've had enough Are we glued to the drugs I tried to make it out But I'm stuck in here It's so dark its haunting Yeah the voices calling And used to be so right but now the flowers are dead Girl you hit my phone When your all alone So I'm high as shit I don't know where to go I'm a fall asleep Wake up in the snow Fire from the world Fire from my hole And I don't want to feel this All my fucking life I've been fighting all these demons Voices in my head lights in my room why you screaming I ain't even mean to get up all up in this deep shit All my life been trying to find the perfect reason Hop up in my boat my bad I heard that you get sea sick So you can take my hand lets go sit down control your breathing Yeah I don't fucking need this