Silence

Scars will never fade away Kobe did it best But I still sit and ponder how to hide them First way is not to stare at mirror But we don't speak on that This glass is my worse fear My mother told me that my cousin she was violated Her brother hurting bad he cried inside my arms today I felt helpless I'm the biggest cousin But we don't speak on that I felt the pain stretch inside But still nothing was said my Memories they love to visit I wish they weren't so bad why they Always show up at night cause now I'm losing rest Today I lost somebody special But we don't speak on that I'll prolly never see their face My heart is turning black That anger I should never show Seeping in my skin even when I talk to people I know that's prolly bad Asking god can he hear my whispers Crying till my eyes start swelling up But we don't speak on that I might've lost my will to write but we don't speak on that And everything is pointless now but we don't speak on that This life we live a complex a bad apartment pad we rent everything we have we don't speak on that Even these emotions man got me in debt Aye this shell just a passing ride Only a matter time before this skin set you free Aye what I told you man Aye look this shell just a passing ride Only a matter time before this skin set you free Aye Aye look this shell just a passing a ride Only matter of time before this skin set me free You know that of course So in this life of mine I'm blowing up for sure The pain a stepping stool You know I love to climb Aye where my image that would stare at me when I was nine Can't recognize myself Guess that's the curse of time my days always slip away They say your blessings in disguise I wonder if this a sign Another lonely night Huuufff heavy sigh Praying I can catch a break my Butterfingers in the way Aye what's meaning of this life how come he had fly away How come he had to fly away