A Winter's Diary

Photographs lying in bed A season of rainy days, and memories of you I stood beside my room's window and cleared the mist May all of our lies be untrue Days go by, and hope runs dry You shift my patterns And sway my mind Don't believe in me when I say fine Your doubts drag me down And fool me with serenity Until I dream again Sleepless nights alone again The winter's veil keeps on shrouding me, and the thoughts I abhor Sometimes I lose myself to all the fear inside; nothing left to rewind Days go by, and hope runs dry You shift my patterns And sway my mind Don't believe in me when I say fine Your doubts drag me down And fool me with serenity Until I dream again Trapped by all these memories Swallowing my lonely soul Stealing my time Im left behind Searching for hope I couldn't find Days go by, and hope runs dry You shift my patterns And sway my mind Forever undone... Far away from here Where seasons might change And meet you there Come and cleanse my heart Let the sun unveils our missing parts in our wake