Crashing Waves

Crashing waves in my mind I don't wanna see it now No Crashing waves in my mind I don't wanna see it now Have you had enough yet Cause I know I'd do fine without You in my life Or you by my side Crashing waves in my mind I don't wanna see it now Thoughts come around like a horse on a merry go You said forever but I said is it though Trauma in my head, side effects got me feeling low Got the drugs, on my bed, you know I ain't saying no Why did you offer them when you know I'm feeling low I will take them take them Waste them waste them Nothing in the way of me going back though I will take them take them Waste them waste them No turning back this is a one way road Don't come back for me You can just go Crashing waves in my mind I don't wanna see it now Have you had enough yet Cause I know I'd do fine without