It's just Anxiety!

You won't seem to disappear No matter what I say to you I know it's hard these days my dear But that's Anxiety for you My heart beats faster, I lose my breathe Explosion of hurt inside my chest To fight it off I've tried my best Not too sure how much fight is left All the gripes I've kept, inside has swept me My life's a mess but I stride my best Can't lose this grip but it's loosening The highs and lows with the moods I'm in I don't know when I started losing it But I'm digging deep for the root of it scooping shit That piled up in my cavities Holding me down like gravity Didn't know I had such a capacity I bow my head and wish me well I need a million pennies and a wishing well Fuses lit and I'm losing wick And I'm running out of time, and abusing shit Maybe this whiskey glass can skip me past and Give me laughs, cause lately I've been missing that If I give you these days, mehn I'd give em back I'd never wish you that, cause nobody should live through that You won't seem to Disappear No matter what I say to you I know it's hard these days my dear But that's Anxiety for you Yuh! losing myself, I'm losing my mind Trapped in a cage and I just wanna fly The hurt, the pain, like a bird in the cage The anger that I just cannot never contain And I feel it's going straight to my brain Drip drip, that's the sound of the rain Say my name never in vain It's time to go, so don't complain Suicide yuh, it takes you away I'll be here almost every single day It takes the pain and passes it along So you got to be got be strong You and everyone won't get along Playing with emotions like a doorbell Ha ha ha ding dong High on life I've been smoking on a bong bong bong bong