White Rice

Hungry nights only ate white rice I took a risk to re write my life Niggas don't know about pain you never been through no strife I'm just desensitized I can't feel thing Living numb inside last time that I cried is when my brother died I just reminisce nd roll till comatose now I'm up in the sky I took that loss never as God why I can't live in fear can't be traumatized My heart is necrose why u left died It can't revitalize I'm on Demon time Shinigami eyes F*ck the cash want enterprise Don't gotta do much my poems evoke emotions inside That's why They give me bread for my rhymes My pen is my weapon it's sharp like a knife No It's not two edged sword but I read the word When I need insight I'm not perfect I know I sin but temptation I fight Niggas will move out spite cuz ur future is bright I see hatred through denial I see disguise they try beguile But I'm ahead of them now I Cuz never change Nd they emulate sound Im on paper trail took a different route Now I got a lil sum in the bank account Niggas be thirsty for attention whole time Pockets in a draught penny pinching But you worried bout clout poo putt bitches got my clit in they mouth Use this as motivation Stunt on them niggas hating I do the taking I'm not for waiting Masked up plotting bitch I got patience I'm trynna live life like the greatest I Came from the gotta my come amazing Don't play the victim I took my Ls like lessons to learn Don't play the benches I'm in game Nd I'm pitching curve They run me my money like I'm big Perm I stayed humble and waited my turn Never was jealous you get what you earn Ima bad bitch he wanna buy me so he bought a purse Got hoes now I tell em disperse Remember thinking I was born with curse A smile on my face inside I'm hurt So I put my pain in a verse Never thought id see my bro in hearse remember I didn't have rent by the first never thought I make it out of the dirt But I put in the work