Time After Time

I am falling to pieces Hoping to please this Part of me I am drowning in water Holding myself under Cause it's what you asked of me never did I once ask why I did exactly what you told me to do It didn't matter How much it hurt me All that mattered to me was you You were toxic But addictive too I let you burn me Cause it was cool to you You lied I cried The cycle never died Well cause you'd apologize And all my tears would dry Time after time I'd try and try But it was never enough for you I started changing myself Damaged my mental health Trying to be someone you'd love I started hating myself Blaming everyone else But you You were toxic But addictive too I let you burn me Cause it was cool to you You lied I cried The cycle never died Well cause you'd apologize And all my tears would dry Time after time I'd try and try But it was never enough for you I'd bend and break All for your sake I wish it were fake All a nightmare I'd wake up from I'd bend and break All for your sake I wish it were fake All a nightmare I'd wake up from I just wanna be enough You were toxic But addictive too I let you burn me Cause it was cool to you You lied I cried The cycle never died Well cause you'd apologize And all my tears would dry Time after time I'd try and try But it was never enough for you I was never enough for you